That’s the one thing a real friend should never make you feel. And I feel like I’ve been disappointed by so many people whom I thought would be there for me. I’ve had it with having expectations of a friend, and in the end they disappoint. I’m done putting up with you. I notice every single rude remark you make to me and I let it slide every time, acting like I’m okay with it. Or when you bail last minute, I forgive you every time. Or the times when you ask me a favor and I do it without question unless I really can’t. I ask you to come to just one of my games and you say you would come, but I look in the bleachers and you’re not there. I went to support you at your games ,so where were you today? Just one single game I ask you to come. What’s your excuse this time? You have no idea how disappointed I was throughout the whole game. Any excuse you give me won’t slide. No matter how many times you say sorry. Nope. I’m done. I’m done being disappointed. I’m done having you bail last minute. Thanks for being a real friend. Of all the people, really. I should just get used to being disappointed.

do you ever just want to go outside in the middle of the night and walk around and not actually do anything just observe and think and stuff

(Source: peewentz)